Thoughts

Hi there~!

2008-01-02T05:14:36Z

Just wanted to know that this journal is in private now, that all my entries are going to be on friends only. So comment me to be added and please tell me a bit of yourself too. I'm an open book, but I don't like it when it is not mutual. :0), I'll do my best to be a good correspondent~! Happy New Years! I'm starting afresh and hopefully this year shall be a better one to come. Love yall~! Use the force and have a wonderful life~!!

I'm optimistic, love games, gaming music, and a whole lot more. If you don't mind me being the happy fellow who visits your blogs and try to cheer ya up, than by all means, go away lolll. jkjk. I am also very open-minded, and blog about random things to ideals or offensive things, so if you have a weak heart than please be aware that some things I talk about may be offensive to you. I love learning and new perspectives are appreciate~! Open to all types of criticism. But yeah best wishes and take care *salutes*

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Copied Nghi :0)

2007-12-31T05:53:00Z

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Ahh soo many finals x_x

2007-12-14T00:21:51Z

So many finals are coming up and thing are going really hectic x_x.

PS. Nghi i have yet to meet you this semester x_X, nuuu;;

MOAAAAAAAAAAAAR time plox XD

I found this cute fan art picture of kirby!

2007-11-27T07:02:57Z

Cute no? XD

All better now :"D

2007-11-26T07:49:16Z

Boy does ranting make you feel better on here. Well that still doesn't change the fact that I'm losing hair. I may be stressing but why, is my body telling me something I should know? =/

Videos I've watched XD

2007-09-06T14:41:01Z

I'm now really interested in the Electone. From how I see it, it is a magical organ which could recreate any sound in the world. It is a really awesome but expensive (doubt I'll be getting one anytime soon haha) and is like one person re-creating a symphony! I LOVE THE ELECTRIC ORGAN! AHHHH I NEED ONE lol, I REALLY LOVE IT XD

CARRY ON WAYWARD SON!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=9pS5xzOWbwo

Fingers on keyboard from the song above!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=yuFpFI5ccEs

FREEDOM BABY!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=rmg92qiz5C8

LUPIN THE 3rd
http://youtube.com/watch?v=0dHv856j-II

HOMETOWN!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=dECJiIl1SZE

DAZZLING~!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=LU2Ft_9xA0U

Cross Shadow (Love this beat~!)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=gK3lnyQFnbY

Jurassic Park, Piano and Electone.. (it is alrighty lol)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Nfjb5uhdLlU

Dreamscape, 2007 Electone Festival Solo winner, by Tan Yan Tin
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tfhwyLMfRGw

Kitaro Mitsuri by Jay (THIS LITTLE GUY IS GIFTED!)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=UszvHEI2VQE

JINICHI!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H4BTv5gWnVA

Joey Tan's composition
http://youtube.com/watch?v=TQn3af4igXY

IMPROVISATION
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tCI4VJQm7z4

Harry Potter Arrange
http://youtube.com/watch?v=FpHii_pe9U4

Short clip, Elvin
http://youtube.com/watch?v=00nMHH-q3Ko

THE JEWEL IN THE PALACE OMG !!!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=S5SfdGIE5Z0

Londonderryer~!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=D51H8eyXge8

Legend of Zelda Wind Waker
http://youtube.com/watch?v=qW7IazQb4wM

Now for funny videos:

Beyonce Unhurt after Bullet Miraculously Hit passerby instead. (BY THE ONION LOL)
http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=16918925

This guy is really hilarious!! Watch his vids if you have time LOL:

Youtube User Run Charity Funds (LOL)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-vf1voQ9Bw

The Comments, Scam, questions to vid above (XD)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yq_vi1grcOk

The Spittle that went unacknowledge
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55MYQWc0YUg

WOW, this guy has the same problem I have LOL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzqQsL8sSiI

Err these are gruesome below, so don't watch if you dislike gory pictures

24 Hours for Darfur
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Hzf2flWM0WI

Rwanda Genocide
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WaGkqI0vef0

Million Voices (neat kid chorus)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yT0l4VqH0ds

Really Sad Story

2007-08-10T17:38:36Z

http://www.kafka-franz.com/metamorphosis.htm

What are your thoughts on it if you had time to read it? :")

I've been dreaming a whole lot lately. I wonder why? D: I been starting to sleep upright too but it is annoying when your afraid of something in the dream, and than not afraid of it as much in reality? XD

Another inspirational story

2007-07-15T02:06:13Z

Stole Kiz's quote... " I are a modern apprentice, I believe in a life long learning"
Lets all be the apprentice for we can never get fired lolll XDD

"I believe everyone should own this book and read it when they feel like they've failed life."- Michele M.

Oh, the Places You'll Go!
by Dr. Seuss

Congratulations!
Today is your day.
You're off to Great Places!
You're off and away!

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes
You can steer yourself
any direction you choose.
You're on your own. And you know what you know.
And YOU are the guy who'll decide where to go.

You'll look up and down streets. Look 'em over with care.
About some you will say, "I don't choose to go there."
With your head full of brains and your shoes full of feet,
you're too smart to go down any not-so-good street.

And you may not find any
you'll want to go down.
In that case, of course,
you'll head straight out of town.

It's opener there
in the wide open air.

Out there things can happen
and frequently do
to people as brainy
and footsy as you.

And when things start to happen,
don't worry. Don't stew.
Just go right along.
You'll start happening too.

OH!
THE PLACES YOU'LL GO!

You'll be on your way up!
You'll be seeing great sights!
You'll join the high fliers
who soar to high heights.

You won't lag behind, because you'll have the speed.
You'll pass the whole gang and you'll soon take the lead.
Wherever you fly, you'll be the best of the best.
Wherever you go, you will top all the rest.

Except when you don't
Because, sometimes, you won't.

I'm sorry to say so
but, sadly, it's true
and Hang-ups
can happen to you.

You can get all hung up
in a prickle-ly perch.
And your gang will fly on.
You'll be left in a Lurch.

You'll come down from the Lurch
with an unpleasant bump.
And the chances are, then,
that you'll be in a Slump.

And when you're in a Slump,
you're not in for much fun.
Un-slumping yourself
is not easily done.

You will come to a place where the streets are not marked.
Some windows are lighted. But mostly they're darked.
A place you could sprain both your elbow and chin!
Do you dare to stay out? Do you dare to go in?
How much can you lose? How much can you win?

And IF you go in, should you turn left or right...
or right-and-three-quarters? Or, maybe, not quite?
Or go around back and sneak in from behind?
Simple it's not, I'm afraid you will find,
for a mind-maker-upper to make up his mind.

You can get so confused
that you'll start in to race
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space,
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.
The Waiting Place...

...for people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go
or a bus to come, or a plane to go
or the mail to come, or the rain to go
or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow
or waiting around for a Yes or a No
or waiting for their hair to grow.
Everyone is just waiting.

Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for wind to fly a kite
or waiting around for Friday night
or waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig with curls, or Another Chance.
Everyone is just waiting.

NO!
That's not for you!

Somehow you'll escape
all that waiting and staying.
You'll find the bright places
where Boom Bands are playing.

With banner flip-flapping,
once more you'll ride high!
Ready for anything under the sky.
Ready because you're that kind of a guy!

Oh, the places you'll go! There is fun to be done!
There are points to be scored. there are games to be won.
And the magical things you can do with that ball
will make you the winning-est winner of all.
Fame! You'll be famous as famous can be,
with the whole wide world watching you win on TV.

Except when they don't.
Because, sometimes, they won't.

I'm afraid that some times
you'll play lonely games too.
Games you can't win
'cause you'll play against you.

All Alone!
Whether you like it or not,
Alone will be something
you'll be quite a lot.

And when you're alone, there's a very good chance
you'll meet things that scare you right out of your pants.
There are some, down the road between hither and yon,
that can scare you so much you won't want to go on.

But on you will go
though the weather be foul
On you will go
though your enemies prowl
On you will go
though the Hakken-Kraks howl
Onward up many
a frightening creek,
though your arms may get sore
and your sneakers may leak.

On and on you will hike
and I know you'll hike far
and face up to your problems
whatever they are.

You'll get mixed up, of course,
as you already know.
You'll get mixed up
with many strange birds as you go.
So be sure when you step.
Step with care and great tact
and remember that Life's
a Great Balancing Act.
Just never forget to be dexterous and deft.
And never mix up your right foot with your left.

And will you succeed?
Yes! You will, indeed!
(98 and 3/4 percent guaranteed.)

KID, YOU'LL MOVE MOUNTAINS!

So...
be your name Buxbaum or Bixby or Bray
or Mordecai Ali Van Allen O'Shea,
you're off to Great Places!
Today is your day!
Your mountain is waiting.
So...get on your way!

Something new.

2007-07-07T02:33:15Z

Samsung Dance - video powered by Metacafe

Wow people put so much energy into it. (I'm not advertising samsung btw). But I'm just surprise at what people can do. It must have been a fun experience to involve so many people like that. But yeah nothing new lately, and I hope everything is going well with you all. :3

At the moment my family is treating me differently. I'm not sure what to do.. I am gaining more confidence by the day and knowing what other people are enduring me gives me more inspiration to try my best to help others as in return for their inspiration they have given me. Its a neverending cycle that I don't want to end. I will not burn out because of my issues. My next post is a bit harsh but it gives me a bit of inspiration.

Here is the egg thingy =]

2007-06-28T17:50:18Z

A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee... You will
never look at a cup of coffee the same way again.

A young woman went to her mother and told her about
her life and how things were so hard for her. She did
not know how she was going to make it and wanted to
give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It
seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three
pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon
the pots came to boil. In the first she placed
carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the
last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit
and boil; without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners.
She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl.
She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl.
Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a
bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me
what you see."

"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel
the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft.
The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and
break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed
the hard boiled egg.

Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the
coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich
aroma. The daughter then asked, "What does it mean,
mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had
faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted
differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and
unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the
boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg
had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected
its liquid interior, but after sitting through the
boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground
coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in
the boiling water, they had changed the water.

"Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When
adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are
you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems
strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and
become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but
changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but
after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some
other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my
shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and
tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually
changes the hot water, the very circumstance that
brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases
the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean,
when things are at their worst, you get better and
change the situation around you. When the hour is the
darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate
yourself to another level? How do you handle
adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,
enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to
keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything; they just make the most of everything
that comes along their way. The brightest future will
always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go
forward in life until you let go of your past failures
and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end,
you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you
is crying.

You might want to send this message to those people
who mean something to you (I JUST DID); to those who
have touched your life in one way or another; to those
who make you smile when you really need it; to those
who make you see the brighter side of things when you
are really down; to those whose friendship you
appreciate; to those who are so meaningful in your
life. If you don't send it, you will just miss out on
the opportunity to brighten someone's day with this
message!

May we all be COFFEE!

Love lol

2007-06-27T07:03:23Z

Love means different things to many people. Unfortunately it may mean, I need you, I want you, so many people use it but don't mean it XDD Love songs are everywhere and they will never go away. They are awesome!

Differences between committed couples and non-committed couples are amazing XD ... I'm guessing people who are a committed couple have less things to worry about. Therefore they can worry about other things to do! Thats why they ask where are you going/nagging out of consideration! :0) Non-committed couples err I don't know what to say lol.

I hope I will find the right person and make them happy! :D Only you can make yourself happy, a partner is someone to help you become more than a whole ya know (or someone to lean on when you need it)? I feel loser-ish being love sick sometimes. I don't really have standards to loving someone as long as someone has lovey dovey feelings for me (omg so cheesy lol).

Hehe well on my psychology notes, we said that

Love is friendship with a A. Caring, B. Attachment, and C. intimacy

1. Romantic Love: Love with sexual attraction and idealization (imagining perfection) of partner. Usually is only temporary because nobody is perfect.

2. Compassionate Love: Love based on respect for the partner and commitment to the relationship..

True love (imo) is beyond those two. Compassionate love grows stronger over time while romantic love fades. True love requires forgiving the partner's fault because we are not perfect :0). However the feeling has to be mutual lol... this being said.. I don't know what else to say xDD... But yeah the idea of love has been here forever lol.

I typed this on my other sites but people don't really agree with me... Most people who don't believe true love exist... they try to make it not happen for other people since some are bitter that it didn't work for them. We all grow mature differently and hopefully some people will change and accept other people :0) >.<

I also found this on a nifty site! (facebook lol)

That does Love mean?
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8year-olds, "What does love mean?"The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."
Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy -age 6

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
Mark - age 6

"My mommy loves me more than anybody . You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." (what an imagination)
Karen - age 7

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."
Cindy - age 8

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca- age 8

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
Jessica - age 8

And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry"

Well I think I typed too much xD... hahaha well I'll update later today :)
PS. If any of you read this (hopefully you do =], is there any way to bold some of the letterings? haha thanks)